Manifesting your first word while spiritually confused

A word search puzzle styled as a motivational self-help poster, featuring positive affirmations and personality traits hidden within a circular grid of letters. The design uses neon white lettering on a dark blue digital background with tech-aesthetic elements, presenting the "find the word" game as pseudo-inspirational wellness content. Extracted text: First word you see OGX ECALMEZTD ISOJJVBEHOTVJ VAILFACEEQUNDMBU SSKRWUNEPORERIN UABUNDANTGSJPBTEVOPON YBCREATIVEUUICGOBSFHO SDUCWUTYMGHSPASSIONATEZ YNJSCXSJRJEKKBPDTBLODGR KCJJPPDDDMTAALIVREOARUYNMV AHKCIASKBAPROGRESSINGSGZO ERTEXBPDJUTWIRANJOZFRTOG FKDLPOXUXTDVVVFIWOWLQTQZE ELOYXLEFFWMKVEPMEIMLIKICVV EONFIDENTLLSPMINDFULNOSKQIK KIZKPOSITIVEVONCONTENTAMNN TSTIWLGBNYSOULFULLPPUSNSLG LEGBTGJATAPPRECIATIVEUZLY DTUWYOJHHTUWCINTUTIIVEM VRLBFVFVANTFVFAIMFLKBLL BHMSCSNKRRESILIENTERR KKWIOUKUXHVMTILONHL IGBOFOVUMSATRONGPYE UUKBUCSCHHOMEDURFC PCLTYXROHRCGT GOHZESSBB VLE